Someday i'll fly, someday i'll soar; someday i'll be so damn much more: 'cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

*citas del princessa de la nuevo-edad*

¿no es él ese bastante mudo ocasionalmente para preguntarme LO QUE a hacer? está como, hola... él percibe la idea eso: ¿"hola, sigo siendo su amigo, la derecha? ¿puede usted ayudarme con una más cosa que podría romper posiblemente su corazón? ¿somos amigos inmóviles derechos? Haha. me besa."


anyway... here are a few quotations, off-the-record from yours truly...

"whatta whore..."

"are we gonna buy boys or toys?"

"boys don't cry, y'knoe..."

"that is soo off-the-record!!"

"whatta jerk!"

"ano ko, utusan?! princessa, baliw! tingnan mo spellingerz mo noh!"


anyway, i feel soo luxurious!

Luxurious - Gwen Stefani
Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard, saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

Champagne kisses, hold me in your lap of luxury
I only want to fly first-class desires, you're my limousine
So elegant, the way we ride, our passion, it just multiplies
There's platinum lightning in the sky
Look I'm livin' like a queen

This kind of love is getting expensive
We know how to live, baby
We're luxurious, like Egyptian cotton
We're so rich in love, we're rollin' in cashmere
Got it in fifth gear, baby
Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard, saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back

imade my stacks and i finally get to lay back

This kind of love is getting expensive
We know how to live, baby
We're luxurious, like Egyptian cotton

Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard, saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back
[2x]

Cha-chang, cha-chang, we're loaded and we're not gonna blow it
Cha-chang, cha-chang, we're hooked up with the love cause we grow it
Cha-chang, cha-chang, we got hydroponic love and we're smokin'
Cha-chang, cha-chang, we burn it, you and I, we are so lit

And we're so rich in love, we're rollin' in cashmere
Got it in fifth gear, baby
Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back
Trying so hard, saving up the paper
Now we get to lay back
Working so hard, every night and day
And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back...ü


but, but!!! what the heck...
(edited version)
I Wish - Carl Thomas
It was love at first sight
I know from the way he looked at me
His eyes said it all
Long days and nights, we spent
Until he dropped the bomb on me
When he said that she
Was x.unhappily married with children.x

[CHORUS]
And I wish I never met hi, at all
Even though I love her so
He got love from me
But he still belongs to someone else

It hurts so bad, for sure
Because he wants to be with me
But he cannot be with me
He chose to stay, at home
So they could be a family
x.For the children.x
But what about me?

[CHORUS]

Maybe in another life
Things could be the way we both desired
It's a catch-22
Either way it went
Someone had to lose

[CHORUS] (x2 with some adlibbing)

I wish I wish I never met him at all
I wouldn't hurt so much inside
Oh I wouldn't feel this pain
If I never met him at all, at all, at all
Wish I never, wish I never


oh, anyway... i love the world.ü
~*princessa
Link to the artist!

Monday, December 26, 2005

it's like... huwaAaAaAaAaAAAaaAAattt?!!!?!!!

what's she gonna do at our place?? duhh...


"i shall spend time with your siblings and play with them..."

uhh.. please interpret "play". *chuckles*

anyway, christmas day turned out fine. SUPER. thanks to megawatt and you-should-know-who-you-are.. i know you should.


There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way...
-echo, incubus


this is for you.

yes, YOU.

"you" starts mass confusion. coolness.ü
*eilabxoo*

~*princessa

Thursday, December 22, 2005

*memoirs of long-gone past*

haha,lola did come home. last 18th.

but i'd rather not talk about what transpired between she and my parents, it's all so grown-up-ish so, i'd not like brag it out loud. she'll be having xmas in davao; and would you believe that i'd think of that as good riddance. hehehe.ü


anyway, the christmas rush is here! it's feverish! *guffaws*ü and i'm loving it!!!! hahaha! and my, i love life more than usual... deym. =p anyways, life hasn't been this acknowledgedly blessed, really... i'm thankful.ü

when we went to LNMB, this high had flooded my veins; not because it was were i'd literally find my grandparents, or lola's constant gnawing on my mother's nerves (although i pitied mom so much because that's where i really saw her cry from annoyance; so much i'd wanted to rip granny's head off, or meeh-mah-moe running away for a split second tring to hide those tears... nada.

but the idea of being there after 2 years of solace... it was there that i fell in love with a person that i'd unknowingly spend almost part of my life. nice one. it was there that the text brigade started, and the talks, and everything else. the christmas breeze took me off my feet; and i couldn't help but smile.üÜü

too bad life couldn't go my way at times.

but hey, i've gone this far... really!ü i'm happy, and discovering more of what i can do, who i can be; on how flexible this lady could go. i never knew that i could be this and that, on the capacity of fully loaded. happy to brag, because there was part of 2k5 that got my guts out of my systems-- making my cry constantly, taking my ego away from me and my belief in myself.

i'd never want to go back there. EVER. i lost myself back at that time warp.


as i go down memory lane, i'd like to thank my friends, my family, and the people who made it all happen... who made me who i am, may it be good or bad. i am tougher, stronger; although still the same cookie who'd cry at movies and bad dreams, i'm still ME. only redefined.üÜü


so many people, so many places... may it be good or bad.... i'd tempt myself to name a few, but they know who they are. and to those who got a free invite to view my rantings... you're one of them

happy birthday, blog! you're a year old already, and am sooo proud of you! *12.23* *cheers*


i could go on and on!!!!
love the world!
~*princessa_xiii

Friday, December 16, 2005

*holiday rush*

in a few days, that winkie of an auto's gonna hit the runway and bring ole granny back to our little big hearts!ü *applause*


lots of cleaning, messing up, and painting's going on at home.. not a single person ain't doing a chore at home! and while i'm busy splattering myself and the wall per se with paint, i happily daydream what's the holiday stash i'm gonna get.. *chuckles*


and oh... WE FRICKIN' WON... AGAIN!!!!üÜü


first, for the parol making competition... nakaaa, steeg...


and for the chorale.. yes!!! both for FIRST PRIZE!!!! *applause*

isn't life more wonderful, even more with jeep around?! *uish*

i love the world!!!
~*princessa_13

Thursday, December 15, 2005

*don't cha?!ü*

Your Birth Month is September

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.
You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.

Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love

Your gemstone: Sapphire

Your flower: Morning Glory

Your colors: Brown and deep blue


How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.



so don't you worry about people hangin' around... *eilabxo0*

love the world!
~*princessa_13

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

*dancing in the moonlight*

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

[repeat and fade]



lovely day.. la, la laaah...ü
love the world!
~*princessa

Saturday, December 10, 2005

*reality bites*

i frickin' WON!!!

and i haven't gone into training because of that... "bara-bara", so they say...ü

and what if i did? then what's next?ü i have been involved in three tiebreakers in order to get that marvelous award:



3RD PLACE, DIVISION READING COMPREHENSION CONTEST



thank Lord, i'll be competing in the national level this coming january... this is just blessed! i surprised hot-headed mom with such a large trophy, a medal and a certificate which made her really happy.üÜü

i competed with 95 schools more since this is the division level. come monday, i'll compete in the NATIONAL PRESS CONFERENCE, EDITORIAL AND FEATURE LEVEL.ü i'm getting the ingenue i've always dreamed of.ü wish me luck, world.

and you remember miss elizabeth meneses, the trainor during the training last week? she was there to award me. *gushes* i've never been so honored! but you know the best part about it? when she handed miss aquino the award together with moi, she told her:


"train and train this girl some more for monday... may laban tayo sa national level!"



and what do you call that?? i never expected her to remember me, but it was really uplifting!ü

one more thingie... lola felich's coming home! and she's gonna have christmas at our place!!! *applause* so, that means christmas this year isn't gonna be the same...

it's gonna be better

i love the world!
~*princessa

Thursday, December 08, 2005

*meeh-mah-mooe*

i have one of our class's window seats.


and afterwards, i now know how wonderful i get to see the world from the second floor which is really well, wonderful.Ü anyways, life as i know it has never been more fun, now that christmas approaching, i have all the liberty to be happy. period.Ü

i went a bit late to school since my systems were down due to lack of sleep. thankfully, there was a mass being held so attendance was a five-star.ü math was a no-no, and social studies was a killer. but we had the whole day to ourselves (being journ elitistas and we had all the time in the world)and we were required to comply with the pasko-pasko musikahan. yours truly is again part of the chorale.ü i had to take charge of the publishing and editing since no one was readily around to help me so. mehn. =p


for school day number two, darling jeep went home early due to sickness. again. phew. but anyway, the funny thing about it is that he told me that he hated the envelope-distributing and he'd let his friends do the moving, but he'd gladly help so that he'd be oh-so-happy to walk with me together onstage. it's worth it, so he says.ü

and the incident where i had to get up to go to his seat when he left, mehn, that was funny. it was carved with a probable old pencil basically, on the newly-made chair. it sez:

jeep love cessa



and that was the first time i genuinely reddened like a tomato.ü and that was the first-ever time since i genuinely felt like a little naive girl again... ever since that day that i was a goner.ü


i am now editor-in-chief. i am competing again in the national reading comprehension competition tomorrow. i am campaigning for this and that and so and so.i am competing this coming monday in the national press conference. i am also trying to consider the rotarian scholarship abroad. if i take it, then fine, if i don't... i think that's gonna be okay.

life has never been fulfilling since the indian summer ages back. i have never imagined that i'd reach this peak of maximity since life (as i have falsely imagined) left me empty-handed. i have never been more happier, and i have never found this kind of attention i deserved in an honest-to-goodness way of taking it.


i get to think about it sometimes, if ever i didn't give up on the thing i have cared so much for; if i haven't freely gave away the thing i had loved so much, i ask myself: "could i be here at this point in time?" it is such an enigma to me at this time, really. but i couldn't be any more thankful for all the blessings i have.üÜü

i may get to miss the things i have long given up on, but i shall never forget. ever. and so they say, you can't have all the happiness in the world; that you have to give up the thing/s you love the most in order for yourself to grow.


this time, i believe in that universal principle of life.
love the world.ü
~*princessa

Friday, December 02, 2005

*day twooh*

wow. this day's really a burner!Ü

day two of the division training for the regional press conference was indeed tiring but absolutely fulfilling.Ü additional allowance, more inspirational writing, more friends, and a pact that mrs. meneses made us promise to: that we write and write and write our hearts until the day of the big competition comes, december 12.

what she doesn't know is that i don't have to promise (aside from i have "promise phobia), because i do write everyday, in the form of my blog.üÜü

this girl named pam... she reminded me so much of tina pechardo, only more tisay and more well, healthy. gawd, if you've seen her shooters... she made me feel like an anorexic lookalike. *guffaws* but the delivery of her articles, the way she wrote them was so vividly planted that it made my article look like a big pooh-pooh pile that i wanted to dissipate in my seat. i even thought of not passing it at first since my backache was already taking toll, and i looked like a rag doll in denims and baby dolls. whew. but she delivered them so wonderfully, and that relation to it was so wonderful. and i praise pam for such skill.Ü


but when it came to the top three presentation of articles, MEHN!ÜÜÜ i was in the third spot out of 75!! hahaha! and so this demented journalist has made her mark in the history of training.Ü


ako si nikki. matatag, matibay, maganda, malupet, astig na batang manghahayag. ikaw?Ü


oh, blog... you're almost a year old!!! advanced happy birthday!!! *12.23*

and oh yes, to anyone who read such.. cmawn, tag.. for crying out loud! it's almost my blog's 1st birthday! hahaha!


but don't even think of reading the december archives.

what, i can't hear you? oh, you wanna read it?

sure.

but it ain't that pretty. =p


love the world!ü
~*princessa

Thursday, December 01, 2005

*valerie, gemma and a wrist-turning day*

today's the start of the training for the regional press conference (erratum on nov. 30 post which should've been regional instead of division), and my goodness... my wrists hurt from the constant training!Ü i, valerie and may were the official delegates for the december 12 event. hoohoow, if ever we win this crap, we're on our way to an expense-paid, allowance-laden, fun-filled after-school vacation!!! hahahaha!!! wo0o0o0o0o0ot!

as if naman mananalo ka... ahehehehe.ü

anyway, on maria sharine valerie pablico. she was miss july a.k.a. hangin which is surprisingly my friend right now. she's wonderful.ü and damn, she's crazy. :D i'm happy we're friends.Ü


as they say, "lose one, gain one." i don't care if i lost my pseudo-best-friend-for-life, at least there's valerie. and gemma. PBFF is history, since i officially hate her guts already.


maria gemma s. tadeo. my goodness, from the july scrabble tournament to the division competition to the YMCA search... she was around!Ü she's my "alter ego", so she says... seatmates, categories, having the same likes and dislikes, being earth babies and sophisticated dweebs, we are one.Ü


lose one, gain one. yeah, not just one, but three. plus camille.Ü

i am happy. i crush over jeep. i await christmas like a little babie girl. i love my life. i love the Lord. i love the world.ÜüÜ

and lastly, ayheytbetzesandasowlz. *wink*

~*princessa