*meeh-mah-mooe*

i have one of our class's window seats.


and afterwards, i now know how wonderful i get to see the world from the second floor which is really well, wonderful.Ü anyways, life as i know it has never been more fun, now that christmas approaching, i have all the liberty to be happy. period.Ü

i went a bit late to school since my systems were down due to lack of sleep. thankfully, there was a mass being held so attendance was a five-star.ü math was a no-no, and social studies was a killer. but we had the whole day to ourselves (being journ elitistas and we had all the time in the world)and we were required to comply with the pasko-pasko musikahan. yours truly is again part of the chorale.ü i had to take charge of the publishing and editing since no one was readily around to help me so. mehn. =p


for school day number two, darling jeep went home early due to sickness. again. phew. but anyway, the funny thing about it is that he told me that he hated the envelope-distributing and he'd let his friends do the moving, but he'd gladly help so that he'd be oh-so-happy to walk with me together onstage. it's worth it, so he says.ü

and the incident where i had to get up to go to his seat when he left, mehn, that was funny. it was carved with a probable old pencil basically, on the newly-made chair. it sez:

jeep love cessa


and that was the first time i genuinely reddened like a tomato.ü and that was the first-ever time since i genuinely felt like a little naive girl again... ever since that day that i was a goner.ü


i am now editor-in-chief. i am competing again in the national reading comprehension competition tomorrow. i am campaigning for this and that and so and so.i am competing this coming monday in the national press conference. i am also trying to consider the rotarian scholarship abroad. if i take it, then fine, if i don't... i think that's gonna be okay.

life has never been fulfilling since the indian summer ages back. i have never imagined that i'd reach this peak of maximity since life (as i have falsely imagined) left me empty-handed. i have never been more happier, and i have never found this kind of attention i deserved in an honest-to-goodness way of taking it.


i get to think about it sometimes, if ever i didn't give up on the thing i have cared so much for; if i haven't freely gave away the thing i had loved so much, i ask myself: "could i be here at this point in time?" it is such an enigma to me at this time, really. but i couldn't be any more thankful for all the blessings i have.üÜü

i may get to miss the things i have long given up on, but i shall never forget. ever. and so they say, you can't have all the happiness in the world; that you have to give up the thing/s you love the most in order for yourself to grow.


this time, i believe in that universal principle of life.
love the world.ü
~*princessa