*23rd and a girl named steffi...*

okay, so the 23rd was one of the best days ever in my status quo..ü i loved it, since the first few hours of the day to celebrate i was with jason. i mean, we were still at danielle's bash at humidor.ü haha, talk about bash sharing.ü *chuckles* it's one of the best, since you go counting by 2 numbers insted of one already. it's one of life's accomplishments. life's favors. life's blessings given to me not only as a patience and faith trial, but a blessing, indeed.ü and lotsa people thought that it wouldn't go this far. well, thank you for non-believing in us. misunderstanding the superficial meanings. for the backstabbing. for everything to ruin us. thanks. i mean, i'm not being sarcastic, just plain blunt that things that brought me and jason down were the things that had given us the faith to pursue dreams made together. that only means that lotsa people are so interested in us. *haha* talk about sarcasm and bluntness.ü i wonder how the blair witch's doing...

steffanie maglalang-mortera. a girl i never knew i'd grow attached to. she's tita goya and tito rome's younger daughter who's so full of spunk and laughter. she and her parents spent 2 weeks here to attend her grandma's burial. it's quite saddening that it only took us a while to get to know more about each other; yet, i feel as if i've known steffi all my life.Ü she's sweet, one smart cookie, and definitely mature for her age. she's one of the best people i've ever interacted with.Ü what touched me the most was when i asked her about what was the best thing she'd ever accomplished since she arrived. she said to me: "you, ate nikki (with the slang). you're my greatest accomplishment." wow, talk about accomplishments and attachments.ü and i hope i'd see steffi real soon. again.Ü

and yet, i loved the 23rd.Ü

*one of the meanest things...*

so what's one of the meanest things i've ever done last year? hmm... not that it's worth bragging of, but heck... with that junior's attitude; yeah, it's worth it.ü

okay, so here goes. she asked me about a quotation by julius ceasar starting with the "friends, romans" thingie. if she "already knew" who quoted it, like duhh, why ask? not that its bad about confirming... but she was PRETTY SURE about her answer. haha, i gave her the wrong answer. sheesh, she can be dumb at times but this is ridiculous. SHE is ridiculous, as usual. that freak. i do hope she wrote that in her report. WHICH she did. =p *guffaw* she deserved it. she's a hundred percent pure plastic.ü


*i'll be going out with jason tomorrow evening for danielle's post-birthday bash. haha, as if i wouldn't get to miss hm again afterwards. and some people think that missing wouldn't enhance a relationship. i don't get to see him everyday... to ****, you can be soooo childish.*


JaNi23

*bored*

hehe, i am damn bored today... except for a few ice creams and new peeps, this day is hell.

JaNi23

twenty-oh-four--twenty-oh-five...

so, it's been a year since lotsa things have happened. twenty-oh-four has brought a lot of things into my life, whether bad or good; they have made me who i am right now. now, what have i gotten?ü is it my jason? is it that i have learned to fight back? is it that you get to realize that not all people you think that are your friends are actually your enemies that can kill you in one blow? or is it the mere multiplication of life's friends, learned lessons that have piled up through all those 366 days filled with love, hope, hardships and blessings?ü maybe so. but thank you, thank you Lord God for a year well fulfilled with you at m side, together with my family, my friends, and yes, my bebyü, and the frienemies who did nothing but bring me down but unknowingly brought me up high to my best. thanks, twenty-oh-four, as i embrace the new year ahead; i have a bundle of memories to bring along.ÜüÜ

JaNi23

pieces of me

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
When youre happy, it's a mission
And you wont stop 'til I'm there
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah
On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...


i love this song, and heck, i can relate to it, thanks to my jason.ü
JaNi23