Someday i'll fly, someday i'll soar; someday i'll be so damn much more: 'cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

*chubby chokers*

gawd... my cheeks are so conspicuous!!! *faint* i look like one of the cabbage patch kids already.. hawhaw!!! Ü

why the heck can some gays look so cute and at the same time, gay? haha!ü

picked this up on the way...

Cool - Gwen Stefani
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right


And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Yeah, I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me

Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend *nooot! asa..*
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool.ü

plastic ka, estrada!!! can't believe i posted that... *chuckles*

i find ways to entertain myself.. and so here i am.ü

i love meeh.ü
~*princessa

Saturday, September 24, 2005

*boom-boy-let*

I.

mom got to talk to casey, tita nenette's son in accordance to his project. he was happy about it, and my goodness... he hasn't lost his touch.ü he's oh-so-cute pren!!ü he's my long-lost-4th grade crush, and now i know why this crazy princessa went head over heels with him.ü

II.

Joy Enriquez - Losin' The Love


There are days when i regret it
The things I said to you
I put my trust in no one
It broke my heart and i blamed it on you
You were kind and oh so gentle
But I refused to see
That someone like you existed

I was somewhere in denial
While you were loving me

CHORUS:
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hust so much to sacrifice what i gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you


Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
How I long to be your woman again
There's pain that I hold
That will not let me go


CHORUS:
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hust so much to sacrifice what i gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you

BRIDGE:
I don't wanna make this too hard
But I just wanna be where you are
In your life, by your side, forever

CHORUS:
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hust so much to sacrifice what i gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you.

*coughcough* change topic, shall we?ü

III.

i got to greet orange yesterday, a day late and short of his 21st birthday. he's still marvelous.ü still can start a conversation, still sweet, still himself; only more serious. and gawd, did i make him miss. *uish* wonderful.ü i am now proud of my achievement, and wasn't he surprised that i didn't forget, as always?üüü

if all people were just appreciative as he was.

IV.

today was the rotary club's alay sa kabataan sa araw ng blah-blah. it was tiring, but really fun. i dunno why, but watdapaak, what was the idea of calling me radikal ka, anak and that i should write, and the blah-blah of it all if they weren't planning anything nice?? yuck.

anyways, i can guarantee that me and bLeh are in good terms already. thank God for that. a little stroll here and there, a chitchat, a bling, a bang, and his gentle side most of the time unseen as the near-perfect gentleman; set the day right. go figure.üüü

i can't help but love the world.ü
~*princessa

Thursday, September 22, 2005

*book review: the breakup diaries*

gawd.. why didn't i read this earlier?!!ü anyway, the book is all about a girl who copes with life after the breakup. damn it! she's tough... and the story's almost the same as mine, it's just that well... she's tougher.

haha, so much for a book review. i'm swamped with schoolwork!! *ehe, labo0o*

miss the world.ü
~*princessa

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

*twist and turn*

the barangay23 youth center almost perished in flames last friday... lotsa things rushed into my head the minute i heard the news (since i was that lazy to go to skewl), the things, the newly-bought computer, the set of board games, the membership forms... not to mention the drum set, the electric guitars, the amps, the mics, the newly bought bass guitar... everything even the newly-boughtguitar went rushing in my head!!! gawd, and the thought of not singing for the rest of the year, the youth performance, the TGIF grand presentation... all went rushing into my head and i couldn't help but shed a few tears. oh, que horror as i scrambled all the way from home to durian street to see the extent of the damages.. thankfully, i heard wrong. they told me that it did perish... wahe, thank God the only thing that was damaged was somewhere around the 3rd floor and not everything!!!ü

the Lord works in mysterious ways, i say. Thank you Lord.ü

and yes, as i face the day tired yet aware that the sun rarely shines on my face already, one thing is now sure....

he's not the first thing that enters my mind anymore.

thank you Lord.ü
~*princessa

Saturday, September 10, 2005

*boink to one*

i have been on a social diet nowadays... limiting my "socialization" so nothing funny happens, like a drawback or something.ü haha, talk about not seeing people around skewl or something. anyways, lifestyle change, too. cut-off amount for ice cream et. al, since what my metabolism has accepted to well... accept, is the only amount it can take. dunno why, maybe because of medications or something. but thank goodness i am that much of an underweight hanger anymore.ü i am now a steady 100lbs. *toink* thank God for that.üüü hehe, and i thought it would be that hard to reach a hundred!!!

sometimes, i do have these relapses... if ever i did, i recall the song "happy" by square heads... "you make me so happy, can't you see i'm happy now? ooooo oh...ü" that song was usually played during the indian summer, i know; but it's the only dancey music that'll make my day. ugh, weird. =p and i also avoid the mushy damn music stuff, that is; if i wanna get well soon. which i am making such progress!!!!ü but i don't wanna end the statement like some assuming bitch again... so let's just see what's gonna happen next.

there's this gal that i pity, all because of a stupid misunderstanding. i know exactly how she feels, even if my case three years ago was a bit, well.. irreplaceable, if that's what you called me then. xz nman, tatanga-tanga ung isa jan!! it's just that her heartaches are almost the same since she is also a fellow gilmore girl, and that this time; well, we have both heartaches because of just one stupid boy. it's just that i'm on the way to recovery (i don't wanna end this darn statement!! =p), and well, she's still on square one. damn, if i could just change the world.


but all i can do is love. Ü

love the world.
~*princessa

Friday, September 09, 2005

*keys to the car*

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



and this is something definitely worth knowing...ü but of course, who wouldn't be afraid of marriage at this age?! hahaha, humor meeeh.ü

love the world.

~*princessa

*wooot!*

Your Mood Ring is Purple

Sensual
Clear mind
Purpose is known


haha, good enuf to set my mood.ü wait, here's another:

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet


cute eh?ü and this IS my LSS!!!ü

One day, you came to me
Freed me from misery
I touched the music in you
You started to feel so happy
Makes me jump up and down
You know my heart gets a beat
Each time that we meet
I am so happy I met you

Happy
I am feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
You make me so happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now

One day, you said to me
Happy is where I wanna be
One plus one makes it two
That equals me and you
Each time we make love
Until the day I met you
All of my dreams came true
I am so happy I met you

Happy
I´m feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now


I know I want to be happy one day with you
Now I want to be happy with you my baby
My baby, my baby...

Happy
I´m gonna be happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now

hehehe... start the day right! rock the boat! love the world!!!üüü
~*princessa

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

*eyes on me*

the 7th of september is indeed tiring! gawd...

it just so happened that today is skewl's 26th founding anniversary that really made me a dummy doll for all teachers. whew. go here. go there. do this, do that. try this, try that. train here. train there. write here. write there. waaaaah! life sucks. but hey, being an emcee the 2nd time around does have its benefits, a la eyes on me, haha!!!ü *toink*

i'm tired, short of breath, happy. i don't wanna go to skewl tomorrow. i miss afternoon siestas and matinee vcd movies.ü

am i falling? well, not yet!!! but, as i've said... a la eyes on me!!!!ü *uish*
toink, toink, toink!

could i change the tag of *blank*_pRincessa to *toink_princessa?ü eheehee, wanna try...

~*toink_princessa

uish! ang kyuuuuuuuuuut!!!!ü

ay kras yuuu...üÜü

~*princessa

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Bakit pa, kailanagan kitang samahan?
Di ba pwedeng hindi nalang sumama?

Bakit ba kailanagan,
Bakit nararamdaman,
Bakit tinatamaan,
At bakit nasasaktan?



Di ka ba nagsasawang kausap ko?
Pagod na pagod na pagod na ako sa'yo.

Bakit ba kailangan,
Bakit nararamdaman,
Bakit tinatamaan,
At bakit nasasaktan.

Bakit pa? bakit ba? ayoko na...

happy birthday, princessa... the mind has the capacity to forget, but the heart never will.

hate imma1 and imma2, for betraying the trust i once had for imma2. gawd, how much more can i take till i completely call myself "completely stupid"??

darn it.
~*princessa

Friday, September 02, 2005

*stupidity reigns*

Looking at your picture
From when we first met
You gave me a smile that
I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger
Always on my mind
The days would blend
'Cause we stayed up all night
Yeah you and I were everything, everything to me

Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

(Repeat chorus)

That since I lost you I lost myself
But I can't fake it there's no one else...

and the stupidity of the princessa reigns together with the immaturity of the pEz mind. booohoohoow.
~*princessa