*whatchamacallit day*

this day is just one of those i-dunno-what-to-do-since-i'm-stuck days. eew, just odd. anyway, just a few days more 'til school comes. hehe. excited? err... >:D

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Tatiane Rodrigues

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

haha, a big NHUX! hahaha!ü


now this is what i call NIKKI ESTRADA:

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

what can you say? :p


weh, and who is THIS applicable to?!

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

All Signs Point To Your Ex Digging You!

He's dying to get back together... Even if he won't admit it to you (or himself) And if the feeling's mutual, then all the better Just let him come to you about it - That way you'll have the upper hand

Is Your Ex Still Into You?

BoO..

nakanaa... see this!ü

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs. In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

last one, promise..

Your Candy Heart Is "BE MINE"

You've got your eye on someone, that's for sure And you're hoping for a little spark to erupt Make it happen on Valentine's day by going from friendly to flirty Or if you're shy, at least play Secret Admirer

What Candy Conversation Heart Are You?

just cute.ü

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an ex Or maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guys Either way, you'll find a boyfriend in time... As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?

wOo0! :p

You Are Artemis!

Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!

What Goddess Are You?

now i guess this is enuf.ü
love the world.

~*princessa

*a big "err"*

anyway, would it be so stupidly impossible to think about mr. you-know-that-you-and-your-boyfriend-aren't-married-so-it's-possible-for-me-to-court-you, like a big DUHH. yuck. canNOT happen. eew.


although i can say that he's still cute. >:D

but heck, he can be the dumbest guy on the face of this planet! *guffaws*


i have the ravenous appetite mode due to premenstrual hormonal imbalance. swear, i eat like a pig at these times of the month, turn into a day monster, and get back my sanity in less than 24 hours.ü i'll live, swear.

love the world.ü
~*princessa

*a big weh*

Your Rising Sign is Virgo

Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish. And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you. A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social. At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun. You clever and ingenious, with an alert and active mind. Good at facts and figures, you excel at logical and mathematical tasks.

What is Your Rising Sign?

mister 1-day crush made me a testimonial. wheee.ü hahaha, cute.

anyway, i cannot believe that i miss somebody unmissable when the fact is it's supposed to be normal to miss people. this one's different.

haha, love the world.

~*princessa

*random ice cream*

» i have encoded almost all ice cream purchases from FIC today, and heck, how i thought that it'd bring me joy... amfness. it effing didn't. ;(

» i almost thought that i lost that shitty Coca-Cola receipt and almost threw an impromptu bitch fit... whew! thank gawd it was just under the stupid keyboard!!! :p

» i woke up early today, haha. kiss me freak.ü

» who to miss: him or him? tsss... nevermind. :p

» i still love ice cream. and am willing to try the peanut butter flavored one again. hehehehe.Ü

» i just love norah jones. and corinne drewery. and basia. and the whole lot.ü

~*princessa

*at random*

» i woke up today with a smile on my face. for the first time, i'd actually love my sister for waking me up in a human-ish way. haha.ü

» i love my parents, even if they'd literally take my head off at times.ü

» i'll beat the shit out of the effing asshole who ran over the cat along anonas. not meaning that i side pusa reyes, but am a staunch supporter of animal rights. *bow*

» i salute the mom-ish lady who rode the jeep, front seat. just marvelous.ü

» i'd love to beat the shit out that biarch. :p

» i love my life. and i can say that am constantly in love with life.ü

~*princessa

*ask anybody, they will all say the same*

nakanaa, and the heading's what's got to do with basia? whahaha.ü

anyway, got this chain thing from karen which she posted on the bulletin board just minutes ago. i tolerated it because it was cool and not because it's a sick chain. it was on the babies thingie. here's mine:

-------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to
regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys making love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.

haha, nice one.ü
~*princessa

*don't say goodbye, say goodnight*

go spot the hot nixx.ü

anyway, i guess that'll be a more humane approach to civility and all that stupid civility jazz.




can i say goodbye? i don't think so, since i do say so, then i might've placed bad bitches on pedestals and paid homage to them. oh please. *vomit*

okay, okay, so i throw bitch fits here and there. but for a cause. and that doesn't mean i'm a bitch for real. get the picture? oh duhh. nevermind.

if i did say goodbye, the bitch does get the throne, and i can't let that happen. let's just do the MIA thingie first. by then, people just might know the meaning of value and worth.

but for now,


let's get out of the "wading-in-self-pity-mode".üÜ

nakanaaa, am having a ball here. :D
~*princessa

*waiting in vain*

From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, boy
My heart said follow through
But I know now that I'm way down on your line
But the waiting feeling's fine

»am a very good girl, so i wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
sigh, when will it end?

So don't treat me like a puppet on a string
Because I know how to do my thing
Don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb
I wanna know when you're gotta come, you see

»he may think that everything's okay between us, but the truth is, it isn't. haha, let's laugh our hearts out this time, over and over.

I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
'Cause summer is here - and I'm still waiting there
Winter is here - and I'm still waiting there

»haha, how patient can a princessa be? marvelous. he'll never get the full picture. i know it not presumably, but i know because i have proof. he showed me himself.

Like I said -
It's been three years since I'm knocking on your door
And still I can knock some more
Ooh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now
For I to knock some more

»hello, anybody home? like duhh...

In life I know that there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief
Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waitin'
While I'm waitin' for my turn

»i'm tired. sigh. goodbye.

~*princessa
You see

*me and being a weh- candy.Ü*

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

nice one.
~*princessa

*blast from the past*

It’s three in the morning
You're nowhere in sight
And all that I wanted was
To be with you tonight
I've watched love get closer
And then fade away

I've seen you believe in me
I've seen you trying to stay
But what good is holding on
When you know that all
You can think about is letting go

They say if you love someone
Then set them free
If they come back again
Then in the end it was meant to be

I thought we were lovers
I thought we were friends
I guess when reality steps in
The dreaming ends

We live for the future
We learn from the past
No matter how hard we try
Some good things never last

All you can think about is letting go
Be true to yourself, my love
That’s all I ever wanted you to be
Just don't forget to smile

When you think of me
I' ll reach for the stars
I have got them in sight
There's someone who really needs me
Out there in the night

We'll live for the future
We'll learn from the past
No matter how hard we try
Some good things never last
Why can't they last?



ewan ko ba, pero i guess this day is just one of the most depressing ones ever since may month ever came around. sigh. as if anybody has to do something with that. boohoow. anyways,it's always so timely that whenever i feel funny, it starts to rain.

ohgawd, help me out, anybody? *sob*

so anyway, the days in the life of the demented princessa MUST go on... must NOT forget that i have a life, as to may anybody may not know. waha.more of the patient encoding even if your boss has this odd capacity of chopping your head off. sigh. but anyways, i have this friggin' LSS on Van Halen's Jump.

only proving that i haven't lost my touch.ü


i have made up my mind to stay and stray away from what i have been pondering about for so long. it may come as a guilty shock treatment, but i do believe it would be for my betterment and not for his. this time, it's my world, although sounding very selfish, but this time, it has to go my way. i have been putting up with so many heartaches for so long that it would just be about time i'd go far, faraway.
period. but after i set things properly before school resumes.

it's about time i did something good for myself.if nobody'll notice what good things i have done for them without question, without reprimand, without shitty, bitchy-fitty commenting, well then...

it's about time i'd say goodbye.

~*princessa

*insufficient*

I'm lying in my bed, all alone
Called you once again, no one is home
It's raining outside, on Saturday night
Turning out the light, again I tried

My friends say I'm too good, too good for you
And maybe that is true, well I don't care
What do they all know, they got it all wrong
This is so unfair, they're playing our song

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Something's going on, what is wrong
I want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you see
Have we come undone
Is this the end of our song

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

[BRIDGE]
How do I deal
With how I feel
How to reveal
Oooh... what is real love
As another day fades away
So I say

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

marvelous how i can still pseudo-cope with everything the world faces me with.
*sob* mehn, i miss you. too bad you wouldn't know. if you had the hunch, it's just a so-what-and-i-don't-care thing. sigh.

~*princessa

*harvardian, with honors*

wahaha, i watched 'with honors' all over again and i found it really marvelous.üÜü

couldn't really find another more decent picture of moira kelly (a.k.a. lookalike, as according to uncle derbie.ü), but she was just marvelous in the movie. she played courtney, monty's (brendan) fellow roomie and harvardian who just adores monty for being so perfect, yet monty never had the guts to 'end the friendship' with, not until the pajama party. nyaha.ü



this is one of my most favorite scenes, where brendan kisses moira and well, takes moira by surprise. she quips: "what are you doing??" he quickly adds, "im ending our friendship". wahahaha, cute.üÜü






anyways, i'd like to end up with a hot harvardian in the likeness of brendan fraser.

pretty please? hahaha.ü
~*princessa

*weh?*

"Bad Habit"

[Kelly]
How many times
Are you gonna apologize about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong
(When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong, yeah)
I thought maybe if I started prayin'
That we would get better, but
When I would pray the answer would always come back to me bein' done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I

[Chorus]
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I can't seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This can't go on now
I gotta move on now
It's not the fact that I don't love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Can't take his bad habit no more
[Kelly]
I'm totally out of my element
Learnin' new ways to live, while your in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin, (you couldn't think about me) to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin' it's gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone, to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
I've takin all I could take (I've takin all I could take)
But the way I live has gotta change, oh

[Chorus]

[Bridge Kelly]
Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just to blind to see
Past, all of the pain they was causin' you
Ladies do you feel me (do you feel me)
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right things that you should do
Then it's time to make a change
So I

[Chorus]

*"ano bang kulang?"*

anyways, have been to magallanes and cubao and back today. haha.ü marvelous how 'alive' i still am. nyahaha.ü mom and i met up with tita rota to go check out the prospective place where tita rota's new branch shall rise. gawd, i could go on.

we went to prospect site no. 1: the site's to die for, i say. with the view and the space and the strategic planning, it's great.

"powtek! me kulang!" as i have said to myself in a matter-of-fact way... there has to be something wrong.

"oh, there's no comfort room!" haha.ü

afterwards, we went over to Dayrit's for lunch, and i had pasta americana. it was sooo good, i tell you... but here i go again:

"powtek! me kulang!" as i have said to myself in a matter-of-fact way... there has to be something wrong.

"oh, the pasta ain't got no pepper!" nyahaha.ü

and so the day went on and on and went on and on (yawn), i am still maria francesca domenica trinidad estrada. marvelous.

kick my ass for just this once, but uhh... "powtek, ba't parang me kulang?!"


there's got to be something missing.

or perhaps, just someone.

i know it's, or perhaps, he's just out there.
~*princessa

*emote control*

amazing. just friggin' amazing. marvelous. i've never had so much control ever since the machiavellian era of what and want nots of life.

do i deserve such 'impeaceable peace'? maybe. maybe not. mehn, call me immature, but heck, am not. bwahaha, kiss me freak.

odd, but well... just amazing.

~*princessa

...

i'm just so SORRY. :(

things wouldn't work out like this if we're practically, figuratively and naturally in different worlds. am basically tired of what we both had to put up with, but i am really thankful that you did come around.

so sorry talaga. i wish we'd be something better. not now maybe, but who knows? fate makes so many mysteries and twists and turns, we'll never know what it'll have in store for the both of us.


am so bad at this, but i do believe it's better for the both of us.

~*princessa

*sunset daze*

i have sunset daze's selfish as LSS, and add join the club's nobela. nyahaha.ü

anyways, sooner or later i'll really love the encoding job. just a little more time allotment then i'll do greater. wahaha.

am happy that i was able to attend mae's bash at king of jaipur last night. the food was well, funny... but rapao's silly jokes and impersonation of a 5/6 set the happiness right. that was the first time in summer break's history that i had such a hearty laugh. thanks rapao.üÜü

thinking my heart out, i'll never know what suits me. or so i think. i can never be the same princessa, but i do pray for something that'll change eveything else for the better.


it's not bad to miss, but it just so happened that not all things are worth saying, and that some are just better left unsaid.

a girl like me can be somebody whom anybody can run to, cry on, lean on... but it'll be such a big mistake to make me cry. it'll make and break. i am resilient, but it'll leave such a big blow in my life. i am strong, yes, but i am human. i do cry.

too bad i miss you. too bad you dunno who you are. if you may, you wouldn't exactly care the way i wanted you to.

~*princessa

*summer monsters*

haven't done much of the 'cleaning' (if that's how you call it) in the closet, and i really can't imagine that there were still some skeletons in it. here are some:

» remember the skater punk piece of shit? that's really some hot shit. and if ever that piece of shit does come around here in my blog and scatter some shit in my tagboard, he's really gonna be a ruined piece of shit. promise.

funny how i got to see an eatery with the homemade 'lugaw' on my way to lola sue's place with his name as the eatery's name. haha, i do pray that all their customers would be far away from harm. >:D yuck. now this skeleton gets flushed into the in-sinker-ator.ü

» justin told me just almost a week ago that their's gonna be a scheduled summer camp for the holyfam chapter. i do hope it pushes through. remember the summer camp fits i threw all around last year? yuck. ;p grose. this skeleton does go into the trash.

» the ever-crushable summer crush. he's undoubtedly cute and charming, but the bottomline? he's not exactly my type. peace. this goes into the recycle bin, let's just save it.ü

» the one who made summer 2005 memorable in some ways? the skeleton's still around. don't really have any plans yet what to do with it, but i think it's still a keeper, for the meantime.ü

~*princessa