*is this me?*

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


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heeheehee, asteeg.ü

~*princessa

*as the narra tree blooms...*

there are almost more than a dozen narra trees here in our village. the ones with the yellow flowers towering above its crowns, and scatters the streets with its earthened color. i had a whiff of it the first time this morning; for the tree only blooms only once a year, which never fails mid-february. sometimes, it makes me sick, and sometimes i reall dunno if i'd be happy to smell the air since summer nears. haha, pathetic. it symbolizes a new year to face, with all success and failures in it; you'll come around. and that's a promise.ü

i had ice cream today... any caramel sundae around? *chuckles*

Your Icecream Flavour is... Cookies 'n Cream!

Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!

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~*princessa

*wakekeke, stronger*

i couldn't help but notice the paper placemat at mcdonald's just an hour ago; describing the year of the tiger (which is my year and most others): "you are sensitive, emotional, and capable of love." mwahaha, how "me". i am "sensitive", emotional but not in the sense of being a brat, and yes, i am very much capable of great love.

it's just that i love too much that usually it ends up being me who gets hurt the most.ü

THIS WAY UP á

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~*princessa

*another day*

To see you when I wake up,
is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do,
is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on
the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care

And I miss you.ü

bravo, bravo, for incubus. this is incubus' song "i miss you". haha, how real. i have grown this attachment to my blog, because i do not have all access to all my friends lives to bug them all day with my sentiments. pweh. i have bronchitis, again. which is acute. thank gawd it's acute and not chronic because if it was chronic, well, i dunno. i have developed this migraine which strikes at noon and before sleeping (what time do i sleep at night anyway?) at night, i get accustomed to it because of to much thinking. i try to get rid of some habits long accustomed to, like sitting infront of the phone at around 9:30pm, and saying the dreaded word since i'd only say it to Vodka the Dog. haha, vodka is our inbreed labrador. such a pretty, happy soul. i have this addiction to pop cola already and brownies; well at least its not liquor and chasers.

i am tired, down, hard up breathing with a painful chest and an aching headache. literally and emotionally. arrgh. but i know this strong, bony soul of mine will make it through. help me God.

~princessa

*15th..*

the 15th of february, for me is not just post-valentine recollection of past memoirs or some soppy story of olden days. it is not a day in which all singles get together and have this sick revelrie to accustom themselves to the mere booboisie that taunts the singles and jeers at the couples.

jason told me never to compare myself to other people around me; for i may be better than the one next to me whom i may think as the supermodel of the world. or the most happiest people in the face of the earth. because all of us have these flaws which are almost completely covered with society-lacing to make us more acceptable.

damn, he is sooo right. he told me that last night in between uncalled sobs and impromptu speeches and unrecognized coughing. that's the lesson for the 14th.

back to the 15th, it's been a year since he changed my life. thank God he greeted me and viseversa.
~princessa

*the road to"

recovery is bumpy, but trying to get a hang of it. i am still in this emotional abyss where i dunno where i stand. it's like a ton of pain has brought my shoulders down to the peak of the maximity it can handle.this is so weird, help me God.

~princessa

*i am..*

apathetic, sympathetic, sick, tired, in pain, in "pain"... gosh, what the heck have i done wrong? this is so painful to bear. *sigh* it caught me by surprise, and by surprise it makes me feel like dying. *sob*
tell me, just tell me what went wrong.i'll never take "i dunno" for an answer and "it's me".

*singing* oh, i miss you so much i long for your love it scares me that my heart gets so weak that i can't even breathe how can you take things so easily baby, why aren't you missing me? *sob*

i'm worth the world, your worth the universe. it's worth the wait. *sob*

~princessa

*clueless...*

what, how and why this is happening to me.. i haven't done anything wrong; my whole world's a mess! i mean, am i that overrated to put down? of all people i trusted, of all people i relied on, of all people i love, loved and still loving; why YOU? it hurts, damn it. and peeps have the drive to invite me? what the heck is wrong?!

~princessa