*boink to one*

i have been on a social diet nowadays... limiting my "socialization" so nothing funny happens, like a drawback or something.ü haha, talk about not seeing people around skewl or something. anyways, lifestyle change, too. cut-off amount for ice cream et. al, since what my metabolism has accepted to well... accept, is the only amount it can take. dunno why, maybe because of medications or something. but thank goodness i am that much of an underweight hanger anymore.ü i am now a steady 100lbs. *toink* thank God for that.üüü hehe, and i thought it would be that hard to reach a hundred!!!

sometimes, i do have these relapses... if ever i did, i recall the song "happy" by square heads... "you make me so happy, can't you see i'm happy now? ooooo oh...ü" that song was usually played during the indian summer, i know; but it's the only dancey music that'll make my day. ugh, weird. =p and i also avoid the mushy damn music stuff, that is; if i wanna get well soon. which i am making such progress!!!!ü but i don't wanna end the statement like some assuming bitch again... so let's just see what's gonna happen next.

there's this gal that i pity, all because of a stupid misunderstanding. i know exactly how she feels, even if my case three years ago was a bit, well.. irreplaceable, if that's what you called me then. xz nman, tatanga-tanga ung isa jan!! it's just that her heartaches are almost the same since she is also a fellow gilmore girl, and that this time; well, we have both heartaches because of just one stupid boy. it's just that i'm on the way to recovery (i don't wanna end this darn statement!! =p), and well, she's still on square one. damn, if i could just change the world.


but all i can do is love. Ü

love the world.
~*princessa