*rainmaker. princess. temptress. stupid girl.*

today is the day when the demented princessa officially calls herself dumb. haha, stupid, stupid, stupid nikki. and today, as the horizon of realization comes into clarity, the rain purs. why is it that the rain pours whenever she cries, or whenever she is uncertain of things, or how unfair the world is as she thinks and lives. she realizes how the world can be unfair, and how some people can be unfair; and no matter how much tears you shed or how many alimonies and reasons and kill-bill-style moves you make, you can never get everything you wanted.

the princessa's conscience was interviewed a few minutes ago and here's what it had to say:

princessa, i hate you. i hate you for being so weak, so dumb, such a lovefool, such a butthead and a sucker for trusting the world too much and still thinking that they can be good to you as you can never have the trust in yourself. also in convincing yourself that you are the meanest being in the world but noooo... you aren't! f*** you princessa. and yet i still stand as your conscience.

oooh... and now what does she do? she still doesn't know.

and yet the 95 percent went to the opposition, the 5 percent went to the defense. how can you ever be so stupid?


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~*princessa