*monster unleashed*

weeheehee.. today's the first day of exams. does it make any difference from the district exams? duhh. and i really haven't prepared myself for it. double duhh.

and for a split second in a day's time, i missed bLeh. damn it. stupid little lovefool. well, at least i DID admit it. weeheehee. it's as if the nerdies did lose one person, one arm, one part of almost everything. weeheehee. stupid. weeheehee, weird. am i losing it? are we losing him? is he losing it?

at least i know he was sorry. weeheehee... *demented mode* he said so! he did! he did! damn it, he said sorry! *sob*

am i missing the same person here as when the first sign of angina pectoris appeared?

hoping, hoping still, hope not.
~*princessa