*spaces and missing...*

okay, okay... change worlds i guess. it's summer, damn! can't i be given at LEAST one decent day, again?! my gawd, i am feeling sooo funny right now.ü anyway, i still am loving this freaking blog... *bawls* labo.ü

anyway, will i be like, forever in an emotional high whenever he's around? i really dunno if i'll be the same me again, if that's what you call it. i am still quite reliable to him whenever he's around. damn, that's really pathetic. and, i really dunno if i can fill back the so-called space. well, i know i will, but not soon. we are the kind of pair that's the "we-are-friends-for-real-and-not-what-you-think" thing. i mean, the closeness, the connection is still there, and we're not talking just because we'd want to. we are really talking. but sometimes, talking isn't just enuf. yeah, yeah, i knoiw what you're thinking... we don't go out? of course we still do! *yawn* we do, we do, we still do. ehem, ehem...

it's just so hard this time to erase things so fast. i need more time, more space, more of him to get him off my head. labo? true, but it's the only way out.

~*princessa