*someone like you*

in search of the perfect "someone like you" of nikki estrada's preference, life doesn't get any worse in that category. sigh.

she constantly tries, but never searches.

she looks back at "pasts", thinkina that maybe, roads familiar with are quite better than finding someone new in her life. right? wrong? she may never know.

and yet, looking back, there would've been so many recollections of mistakes made and lessons learned...

yet woouldn't it be nice to go back to the 'good old days', doesn't she think?

the present is marvelous, magnificent, bedazzling, enviable, indefinite. but the present is well, quite insubstantial. *sob*

*sob* *sob* waaaah! why does summer have to be this hard?! i can miss, but exactly WHO?

i'd really like a hug right now. *sob*
~*princessa